Crossed a plain that left behind dark days. Filled a void that I thought could not be replaced. Now gone it seems so out or reach. I have lived. I have felt. Its what we need. Gone. What have I done? Found what Ive been looking for. One time I believe my eyes. This time. This time my instincts controlled me. No need to search on for any more. I feel as one with myself. I look no more. Now a lifetime decision. What will the future hold? This time they lied. I felt you slip away. A feeling under my skin. I tried again and again. I did not save you this time. Holding on to something that I once believed in. Will time show me if this was really meant to be. Show me what this really means to you-fall even though I showed-you-everything that I stand for. I hate everything without you. Life falls and crumblers in my hand. Faith is dead. Its something I cant stand. Dreams, hope, gone. Just a one time thing. Far away are the days that we once shared. I never thought I could change. I would be walking a dead day. You velieved in me and knew I could change. Came in my life and became my best friend. Now I have been forved away. Unwillingly out on my own. I never wanted to lose this much. You broke a trust that was our own. I feel shattered by the sun. Now Im shattered by the sun.